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25/4/2015
Solat Zohor a bit late. Dah pkl 4. Then tunggu Asar sekali tup2 tertido atas sejadah. Terjaga pkl 5.00 eh kenapa basah ni. Wassap sis Hanz & my friend Wahida to confirm it's leaking or not. X bg tau mak pun pasal ni coz x nak nnt dia lak yg gelabah. X jd la plan nk senyap2 mcm kucing. Once confirm then inform hubby yg tgh lena tdo dek kerana perbezaan waktu US vs MSIA. Tunggu next hint from baby tapi xde pun. Just mengeras je & baby still active lasak kick mama lg.
28/4/2015
Appointment - check up with Dr Ratna PMC. Discuss dgn Doc what if baby x kuar lg as per 'due date' since my 1st baby pun overdue 41w3d then induce. Oh myyyyy... I sgt2 trauma dgn induce & really hope dpt gentle birth. Nak enjoy the natural contraction from baby. I ask her to wait until 42w but she refused. Dia nak sampai 41w je - reason x nak tanggung apa2 risiko takut baby lemas,meninggal. At the same time she offered ve & ctg since i didn't get any 'hint' from baby. Buat ve tu konon nye dapat tolong bg jln sbb dia ada cakap dia buat mcm tu kt sorg patient dia then esoknye patient dia delivered baby. I reject la offer dia tu n pm sis Hanz coz kecewa dgn apa yg dia offer tu. Nampak dah x berapa nak pro gentle even she accepted my birth plan. Oh yaa.. I x bg tau pun dia pasal leaking & kisah my 1st baby yg kena induce tu. Hmm..klu bg tau mesti mcm2 dia nk buat nnt. So set another date 5.5.15 which is 3 days pass my 'due'.Balik tu sambil drive otak ligat pk pasal natural inducer. Nenas je yg terlintas time tu.
1/5/2015
Masih aktif squat ditemani puteri 1st yg bakal jd kakak. Siap menari joget sakan sambil layan lagu ktmix.fm. Ptg lepas Asar ajak adik g shopping kt Setia City Mall. Mmg berjalan sakan dr ptg sampai ke mlm.
2/5/2015
Aktif mcm biasa buat rutin harian kemas rumah. Dah beli nenas tapi blm mkn. Cont squat & dancing. Keep body active.. Ptg nk mandi utk perform Asar..ehhhh, ada birth show. Settle solat Asar just bg tau mak baby dah bg 1 hint. Berbelah bahagi nak mkn ke x nenas tapi mak dah kupaskan. So mkn je la. Again, wassap sis Hanz & Wahida utk confirmkan tu birth show ke x. Minum air kelapa muda stok last yg ada dlm fridge.
7pm : start mild contraction + every time nk pee je mesti ada keluar darah sikit2 mcm dah hujung period. Mula pakai panty liner. Time ni gymball mmg jd kawan every time contraction dtg. Layan contraction ambil gelak2 dgn my doter. Lps solat maghrib baca yassin sementara tunggu Isyak. Tiap kali contraction dtg mesti sujud. Settle solat Isyak dating dgn gymball lg. Bleeding still ada tiap kali pee & kt panty liner pun ada.
12pm : start contraction yg kerap but timing not consistent. I malas nk kire masa sbb still bearable. Layan contraction dgn perasaan seronok sebab dapat rasa sakit yg natural.. Lega x kena induce. Besar nye impak/trauma Induce pada I. Layan contraction sambil wassap hubby. Dia kat sana baru pagi sabtu. So dia 'teman' I sepanjang mlm. Tiap kali contraction dtg I update him & tiap kali pee still ada bleeding. Hubby dah start risau coz bleeding non stop even bleeding tu x byk pun.
3am : Hubby dah suruh g hosp but then I cakap boleh tahan lg ni. Call sis Hanz tgh pagi buta ask advice from her. Kesian sis Hanz kena kacau pg2 buta..sis Hanz cakap klu contraction mmg dah 5:1:1 boleh siap2 packing pergi hosp since jarak nk ke hosp pun will take about 30mins from my house. But then I rasa mengantuk sgt2.
4am : mak ketuk pintu bilik tanya ok ke x. Nk pergi hosp ke x. I cakap sakit dah mula kerap tapi I mengantuk.
430am : paksa diri utk tidur. Alhamdulillah dpt tidur 2 jam
630am : hubby tanya bila nak pergi hosp. I know he worry about me. Again, I delay kan lagi masa nk pergi hosp. I cakap kat dia sakit ni still bearable. Mungkin perasaan happy sgt sbb baby nk kuar soon + excited layan natural contraction tu yg buat I kuat utk bertahan (Oxytocin)
730am : cakap dekat mak boleh la pergi hosp pagi ni. Tgk mak pun dah mcm x senang duduk. Kemas brg nk bawa g hosp masuk kereta. buat siap2 rasberry leaf tea jd bekal minum pagi tu. Sempat bawa 1 kotak lg utk bekal kt hosp.
9am : gerak pergi hosp. Cium my doter siap2. Hati sebak + happy masa cium dia yg tgh tido lena. Otw g hosp sempat ajak abah singgah kedai mkn nk breakfirst bihun sup. Makan sambil layan contraction.
1030am : sampai hosp & staff mcm biasa minta buat ctg n ve. Dah 5cm. I rase mcm..laaa, baru 5cm. Blh balik ni.haha.. Tapi mak x bg. Mak cakap ni ank no 2 bila2 blh kuar. Honestly contraction mmg x teruk sgt mcm kena induce.. Nurse bagi baju utk admit. Settlekn deposit n pilih wad. Bila kt bilik nurse team Doc Ratna dtg n review blk my birth plan. Doc xde coz dia offday. Yg on duty Datuk Zarul. I cakap kt nurse xpe. I boleh tunggu Doc Ratna. Nurse x kacau since I nk gentle birth. So I'm free from ctg n ve dlm wad. Dlm bilik bukan duduk diam berjalan je..bleeding still ada. Tiap kali contraction je mesti rasa 'something' keluar juga. Mkn kurma n minum air raspberry leaf tea. Air zam zam juga bekal. 3 ni je ulang2 mkn n minum
5pm : contraction makin kuat. Time ni mmg sakit tapi tetap bawa berjalan. Layan contraction sambil wassap hubby suruh dia tdo je since dah lewat mlm. Sempat cakap kt dia jgn risau, anak u keluar time u tgh tido lena..then wassap kwn2 rapat sambil gelak2 lg. Then decide mandi sebab nk solat Asar. Mandi hot shower mmg membantu utk kurangkan rasa sakit bila contraction dtg. Time solat mmg gagahkan diri juga solat mcm biasa. Nurse dtg check perut since I refuse utk ctg. Dia amek bacaan manually.
530pm : Air ketuban pecah n ada color hijau mcm baby dah berak. Nurse inform doc & doc request utk drip- induce bg cepat baby keluar. Time ni dah 8cm. I x nak tapi mak setuju. Bila doc & nurse keluar sempat cakap kt mak ubat tu sakit. Mak risau cucu dia..dtg nurse terus drip. Mmg spt yg dijangkakn. Sakit terus dtg 5 min lps kena drip. Sakit yg memang sgt kuat. Time ni terus buat all fours. Sambil minta mak urut blkg..
615pm : rase mcm nk push. Nurse inform doc n prepare utk masuk LR. Nurse buat ve dah 9cm. Nurse bawa wheel chair ajak pergi LR tapi i reject. I prefer jln sendiri. Slow2 jln sendiri. Mak follow dr blkg. Dlm LR pun still in all fours. Tibe2 lg sekali rase nk push n yes...dapat rasa kn ring of fire. Terus Doc Ratna suruh duduk. Dia just tunggu je bila rasa nk teran. Dia tolong pegang cermin bagi nampak crowning. Ok..mood excited time ni sebab dah nampak kepala baby. Bila ada urge terus keep breath in and out. Kadang2 ke laut juga breathing tu.
644pm : After few times maka lahirlah puteri no 2 kami. Alhamdulillah...
Dpt DCC tapi x lama. Baby mmg dah berak masa doc letak skin to skin ada poo poo dia kt bontot. Luka episiotomy lama buka blk. So doc kena jahit blk. X amek bius pun. Just tahan je la. Doc pun x bg nurse amek baby. Doc ckp biar I leka dgn baby so x rase sakit sgt bila kena jahit.
Wassap hubby pic baby & yes, anak dia lahir time dia tdo lena.hehe. Kesian juga sbb dia pun sepanjang masa risaukan I lagi la masing2 jauh.
Alhamdulillah dpt gentle birth tapi bukan 100% but still syukur.
♡ Tq so much to Wahida coz she's the one who invited me into GBG.
♡ Tq so much to my GURU sis Hanz. Joined her class when I was in 33w. Tq for the priceless knowledge & advise.
♡ Tq to all GBG members for their +ve vibes & stories.
Gentle birth is so amazing...
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